“Not actively surviving is passively dying,” Ori Hofmekler

I am passively dying, Ori is right. He wrote a book called Warrior Diet (www.warriordiet.com)

I have a confession to make. I’m fat, not just fat, fucking fat.

Why? Well, you see, I was abused as a child, didn’t get to watch the TV I wanted to. Also I didn’t get to dance with the prom queen in high school. So you see, it really isn’t my fault. I eat to heal my bruised emotions (sniff, sniff).

Okay, enough of that bullshit. I was not abused as a child, didn’t go to the prom, and watched pretty much all the TV I wanted. Enough of the Dr. Phil/Oprah bullshit.

I am fat because…….(Ready for it?)

I fucking eat too much and don’t exercise! (oh, and drink too much beer).

So today is the first day.

Today I start to transform myself. I will start exercising and eating less (and better).

I’m going to stop smoking those damn cigars.

So what is the point of this? Society would tell me that I should be happy with myself the way I am, that it is not my fault. It is the fault of the fast-food companies, tobacco companies, anyone but me.

And in response I would say, fuck you. I am responsible for myself. I can make changes and not allow myself to go to shit and then blame it on someone, or something else.

Fuck you Oprah, Dr. Phil and anyone else that takes my responsibility for myself away from me.

Are there people out there that have emotional problems that cause them to overeat? Suppose there are but they are not the majority. A majority of the fat fucks out there have made choices that have brought them to that point. It is THEIR fault, nobody else.

Put down that Twinkie, get off your fat ass and do something about it. Join me. Get pissed off and yourself and anyone that tries to hold you back from reaching your full potential, whatever that may be.

Randal